Do you understand? I don't know if I do really. =)
I want to adopt. I want a new kitchen (the white floors, the white cabinets and 10 inches of counter space drive me to insanity daily). I want to go on a nice vacation. I want to know how to be a better mom and wife, because I'm sick of failing daily.
I have so many friendships I want to make better, but seem like I keep getting pushed away from those as well. Am I the only one with time for others??
I guess I'm just in one of those depressed places in life. I'm sure it wont last long. I know I will be fine, just need to get stuff out and then the feeling better starts.