Thursday, August 26, 2010

They are back and so are my thoughts

The kids are back in school, and now I have time to think, to ponder, to get my priorities in order.
So many thoughts running through my head about so many things.

#1 What am I to do with my life...??? Work, school, stay at home, volunteer...WHAT??
#2 I want to be a better mom and wife...what does this look like??
#3 What schedule works for getting the housework, business work, finances, couponing etc all done?
#4 How do I get this dog to stop chewing, pottying etc??

The biggest thing I am pondering is what plans the Lord has for me. Am I supposed to work so I can contribute financially, and possibly even carry health insurance. What will I do if I decide to work -retail work (have lots of experience with that), random job, waitressing ( no experience), healthcare medical jobs (lots of demand, no experience or degree, and live right by a hospital)....UGH...I have no idea. Maybe the best choice is to go finish some kind of degree and possibly substitute teach next year or so. I really have no clue and no direction.

So many decisions, such hard decisions, BLAH.

I'm sure I will figure something out. You can say a prayer for me, I'm sure that would help.
I'm ok with all of this, just thinking out loud, getting some of these thought out there and out of my head and possible looking for some wisdom!



amy said...

umm... catan?

Rachel H. said...

THINKING OF YOU! Seriously. We had a couple crazy weeks and weren't able to get together with you, but I really, really want to. Let's plan it so we can chat in person!